Heartbreak.
Lonliness.
These are the two things im left with.
It seems like everytime i try to put myself out there,
I just get torn apart.
I loved him from the minute i saw him,
But he loved my friend.
He was a great guy,
One of the most nicest ones ive ever met,
But he had other plans about the relationship.
As i poured my heart out to him,
All he did was throw it back into my face.
It hurt to know,
That he didnt love me the way i loved him.
Now i sit and look around my dark room,
Every image of you appears.
Like a lost memory.
It laughs at my pittifullness.
I yell i hate you,
I hate you.
But in my heart all im saying is,
I love you.