My long lost enemy
it's come back to me
it's name?
depression
tears and tears
for years and years
pain & heartache
blood & sadness
I'm down and crying
all I want to do is hurt myself
I want to cut into my flesh
I want to watch it rip and bleed
I want to feel the familiar stinging
I miss it so much
I play everything off to be alright
I make believe everything is okay
but it's not, and I know
I know way down deep inside me
the poet has returned
I hate the poet
I wish she would die
the only way to kill her is to kill myself
oh well, it's not much to pay
to destroy
her
