I think of you, and i think of him.
You, the one i come to find i still love.
Between dreams and thoughts, i've become so wrapped up.
I think of him one i crush upon.
He has torn me down.
Not speaking to me, putting lies into my ears.
We made love on numerous occasions but he left me for the fil i left a friendship, for him.
A girl who had been my best friend, now hes making a spiral of mistakes not realizing the pain hes putting in my heart. Preventing me to fall in love. For him he can't have me, even if i recieved that screen played apology.
But i still want him to be mine. Though what do i do with that i am still in love with my first...? I can't pull myself out i still can see him, feel him, him as i do with the one that hurt me so.
How do i cure my lust for love
