It has been a while since you pass away.
I canâ??t do anything straight
Nothing at all.
My eyes are sore with all the crying.
My body seemed to completely shut down.
I donâ??t think I had a life anymore.
I donâ??t think there is any point in living.
But it seem just yesterday when we were skipping through the sweet meadows and trotting on horses in the woods,
Having the time of our lives.
But it seem just yesterday when you got up early to make toast and coffee bring to me on a tray with a dew-speckled rose glistening in the early morning sun.
All this sweetness happens when Iâ??m still in bed.
All this and a lot more seem just yesterday.
I havenâ??t got over your sudden death
For I always wait for a little while longer before my trail rides,
Thinking,
Hoping,
Expecting,
That you would stroll out the house and into the barn with your hard hat and crop, ready for anything.
I knew about your sickness.
But I never thought I would say bye so early.
I will think of you day + night.
So donâ??t you worry that I will forget you.
I will get quite lonely,
But I get over it if I had the time.
I will join you up in heaven.
We will do all the things we used to do.
And be happy again.
