God Please Help Me Out

Hello there God up above,
How are you today?
I know that Im not a saint,
But will you help me anyway?

Im praying to you tonight,
Hoping you\\\'ll help me out,
I want to have more faith in you,
But right now Im full of doubt.

God I know I dont deserve this,
But I want it really bad,
I cant do this without you,
Though I bet youre really mad.

Because it seems that I only,
Pray to you in my times of need,
I never help other people,
Ive never done a good deed.

But if you help me with this,
I will be commited to you,
I will obey what you command,
I will do what you want me to.

I will spread your good word,
And make others believe,
In you up above,
If you grant me what I need.

I need to know that,
You really do approve,
Please grant me this prayer,
And my faith will all improve.

Its not like Im saying,
That if you answer no,
I will give up on you,
And find another way to go.

Because I know that you\\\'re real,
I know that you are there,
Although I cannot see you,
You\\\'re around me just like air.

So I come to you tonight,
Praying for you to answer my prayer,
I have faith in you dear lord,
I just hope you care.