I don't know how i could hurt u like this
im trying to cure this felling
hate hate my self for what i did
its not just your heart thats healing
i try to let this love slide but it just makes me upset
i wish i didn't call u
cause i knew it would be something i regret
i meant it when i said i loved you that wasn't a lie
i seem so lost without you so im just left to cry
you know ill always love u
im stuck in the shadows im my mistake
i just wish it wasn't you heart that i had to break
i didn't wanna tell u but i thought it was right
but instead of sorting this out we have to always fight
these feelings seem familiar but it was my heart that got shattered
i know u got mad when i was with other guys even if u know you were the only one that mattered
im trying to hide the the scars that haunt me from the past
thinking of the feelings i have for you trying to figure out if they still last
i seem to watch you walk away not knowing if i care
thinking of you all the time knowing why your not there
i know to you im unfaithful i wish sorry would cure it all
but not every wish comes true
so im stuck to watch you fall
behind these bars of guilt im caught in the lies trapped in your envy
now its me who you despise
i shouldn't of played with your heart like that this isn't something i intended to do
i just hope you can forgive me cause im nutting without you
i remember when you were always there for me
you use to hold my head up high now i just let you slip away with nothing but a goodbye
i wouldn't blame any of this on you
all of it was my choice
i just want u to forgive me without me felling guilty to hear your voice
u use to light up the darkest room
but as that light begins to dim
i seem to think i love u more and u mean may more than him
ill always look back on who we were
now im nutting without u
but u wont believe me if i said i loved u
but ill always know its true
you may never want to see me again you may think different of me now
but i just wanna say i love u and to cure this i dont know how
---the person i wrote this to we had a big fight it was all my fault and i lost what meant most to me his love i know ill never get it back but he will always be in my heart----- xox
