Pay attention

When you call, i try and play it cool;
when i see you, i try to make it so you cant see how i look at you;
and when you and i spend time together doing nothing, i try not to let you see how happy you make me.
do i hide this because i am afraid of your reaction, or do i hide this because i am afraid to love again. if he wasnt around i could finally find out.

we always want what we cant have.