An Angels Suicide

Suicide was on my mind
day after day
i wanted all my pain
to just go away

i cut my wrists,
cried myself to sleep
when you listened closely
you could hear me weep

i lost all concentration
all things went out of my head
all that i was thinking
was that i wanted to be dead

i covered up
with my smiles as lies
and i tried to hide the tears
shining in my eyes

i broke down
couldn't cope
i lost everything
even my little bit of hope

i left all my hopes
and my dreams behind
i was looking
but what it was i could not find

then one night i found it
laying on my bed
it was shiny
and had a blade for a head

that night a young angel
girl that nobody knew
left this world forever
and up into heaven she flew.