Emtiness

Emptiness

Feeling so trapped
Like I just canâ??t escape
Prisoner in this world I am in

It seems to be smothering me
The walls of the earth closing in around me
My breathing becoming short and laboured

I cry out I am o so frightened
I hear footsteps yet they never get to me
The steps just fade away into the distance

My heart starts to pound
My limbs go weak
The tears are slowing beginning to run down my cheek

The lights go out
I sit on the ground unable to stand
The sky begins to fade away above me

I curl up on the ground
Unable to breathe properly
There is only darkness

Thoughts of death run through my mind
For these feeling canâ??t be nethan else
The weakness of my limbs the heavy painfulness in my heart

But I am not dying
The world would not give that luxury
I am totally and utterly alone

People say im different
Ill never be the same
So this emptiness I feel will never go away

I can wish all I want but the feelings they
They will never go away
The loneliness the emptiness forever in me