Suicide

Cutting myself,
crying alone in the dark.
no one sees how much pain im in.
no one understands that i want my life to end.
my so called friends say that they care,
but i know they dont give a damn.
all the people ive trusted,
all the feelings inside,
i have learned one thing,
its that you cant trust anyone, but yourself.
huddled up in the dark, thinking of everyone
that hates me.
the blade, so sharp.
i think that when im gone,
i want everyone to let this be.
no more feelings, no more tears.
im living day by day, not wanting to live at all.
just think of this as my final good bye,
as the blade sinks deeper,
and i take my final fall.