Mike, you did not cause me pain,
I miss you more each day,
it pains me
that I can not remember
how it is we came to be,
I need to remember
I'm driving myself insane
this pain does not go away,
I don't want to be just
another lost soul,
I want to remember
the one who gave me a hope,
I fear I hurt you
when I could not come to you,
I dwell on the memories
that have been taken from me,
the war I want to win,
I just fear I can't do it alone
it is why I need to remember
the friend
I came to love,
why can I not remember?
have I done something
so very wrong,
I need to go now
I want to remember
you made a promise to me,
I to you,
but can't remember why
Help me to free my soul,
Help me to be set free Mike
I read your poems,
In dreams I see your happiness
Have I done my job?
Have you been set free
and see the world
as it should be?
