Constantly confused

Confusion:
its an emotion i feel
everyday..
i am confused

why i don't know,
i just am
i don't get it
said Sam i am...

i get the fact
that Ive been through
more than enough
than i should've

but why am i constantly
fighting a battle
i lost long ago
to this world....

i look here
an i look there
for answers that don't
seem to be anywhere

i guess i am just
confused....
i will sort out these
thoughts in my head...