What's going on with me?Why am I going backwards?
I quit cutting
And trust me it was a long time coming
Now I'm thinking of cutting myself again
What's going on with me?
I can't be left alone with sharp objects
I can't stop thinking about it
Why do I keep coming back to these thoughts?
What's going on with me?
I have an amazing guy
I have amazing friends
So I should be happy right?Then why am I unhappy?
What's going on with me?
I shouldn't be having these thoughts
But I am having these thoughts
I had a hard time quiting,I don't want to have to do it all over again
