My Suicide Note

To whoever finds me...

I'm sorry things had to end this way
I know my pain has caused you grief
I'm sorry you had to see me like this
But my death will give me relief

Please don't blame yourself for this
I was in too deep to be saved
I never thought that at the age of 15
they would already be carving my grave

All that I wanted
Was to find happiness with you
All I ever did was love you
But loving me back was too much for you

You've broken my heart
You've shattered my soul
But I'll never forget those precious moments
When you made my heart feel whole

But it's only memories now
You've moved on so fast
Now I'm gone you don't need to worry
About our forgotten past

I've never fitted in
I'm lonely wherever I go
Even my best friends don't want to know
About my pain that's on show

So here's my last goodbye
And words I was too scared to say
Did anyone ever stop to think
That I would end up this way

Don't let this play on your conscious
I wouldn't want you to feel bad
For all the misery you all put me through
For all the times I felt so sad

Daddy I'm sorry
Am I still your little girl?
Mum I'm sorry
Can you forgive a broken soul?

God forgive me
I never meant to disappoint you
Please give me salvation
Can I still go to heaven to find you?

My friends I'm sorry
But this is how it ends
I'm just dragging you down
You don't need me, you have better friends

This is my final breath
These are my last words
Now I'm ending all the suffering
The pain, the misery, the hurt