Forever with my pain

They may not see it

they may not care

but my friends treat me like trash

i had no time to prepare

i don't know what happened

i don't know what i did

but whatever it was

from then on my friendship was forbid

the light that once guided me,

it has gone as well.

I'm not sure if even my boyfriend cares.

but who can i tell?

now there is a deep pain inside

that wasn't there before.

that happy, cheery Little girl,

the happy cheery spirit they have concurred

i use to wish i was an angel

i use to dream i could fly

but wish and dream i no longer do

to all those dreams i just let go by

but now with scars on my arms,

and carvings on my leg,

regret i feel because,

forever with me now is my pain