1 Missed Call

Its her again, the 1 missed call
what she wants is hard to tell
last time she said 'forget everything'
and left me in this hell
I've been alone for several months
lost inside with you
Trying hard to let it go
searching for someone new

I let down my guard a second time
trusting you would stay
I cant explain it, only it hurts so much
how you just go away
But despite the hell you put me through i still just cant resist
I cant deny my love for you
It started when we first kissed

This 1 missed call means alot of things
Im not sure what I'll do
its like I get another chance
but will I really get to you?
This hope in me is just a posion
deception to my eyes
Taking steps towards a mere illusion
The good vibration dies

Your voice, your beauty, your sensual touch
A spell I just cant break
Addiction burns and eats inside
How much more am I to take?
Again and again Im torn to pieces
Ready to hear you say
'you know I just cant be with you
theres just no other way'

You come and go throughout the year
like how a Storm comes by surprise
You know just what it does to me
I know you've heard my cries

Im sure you called just to say hello
Just to see whats new
forgetting what you do to me
and what you put me through
I cant be your friend
I cant see you that way
So why bother calling me
You've found someone thats right for you
It just wasnt meant to be

This 1 missed call weighs on my thoughts
What I'll do is still unknown
Should I get her back and lose her again or just move on alone...?

*I'd love to hear any feedback-thx