Wanting you here

Being 2000 miles away
i can't physically see you
your touch can not be clear
sleepless nights thinking
of your touch
thinking of you being my everything
wishing you were here hurts
but knowing its not really
possible hurts even more
i think about you everyday
wishing i was her, not me
praying your doing okay
i talked to you the other day
we talked about her
how i blame it all on me
im not good enough for you
im not pretty enough, close enough
for you to know how i feel
would simply be impossible
i cry myself to sleep at most times
im crying more and more
if anyone could have one thing
i would want you
i want you to be my everything