Seeing Clear

I feel so stupid, yet so relieved. I was too blinded by your lustful kisses to realize you didn't respect me.

From the day I met you , screwing me was all you talked about at first. Now feeling dumb, I don't know what hurts the worst.

Dang boy, you got hella game. Made me feel good in your arms, put those other guys to shame.

That night we stayed up all night talking, I almost let you get in my jeans. You told me that even if we didn't get busy you would still want me.

But as the days went by you asked the same question. I'm happy I didn't give in, thanks for teaching me that lesson.

Dang, babe, you had me sprung off kisses too sweet. You had me dreaming that one day you and I would once again meet.

Just after 3 days you swept me off my feet. Foolish of me to think we could be.

I actually shed tears for you, dumb huh?...Well now I laugh because you were the dumb one.

It's so funny now because I finally see, oh, and while you're gone, dream about me.

So this is the letter you will never really receive, but this is also my farewell, closure for me.