Never gonna stop fighting?

-had some trouble writing this one, i think it coulda been better

wake up, it hurts
tears take over
sadness fills the air
I should just lay back down
and say i don't care
these are the mornings
it takes force to hit my knees
I'm telling you this
when i don't feel like saying
I recall what i live for
and just keep on praying
I wont ever stop fighting
after all Jesus has done for me
I will never start hiding
maybe there is chance
that one day they'll see

walk through those doors again
starin' down the faces
telling me
I will never win
I should just give up and give in
Sometimes i wanna
say ok lets go
but i walk away and just whisper no
It feel like the strongest temptations can be
directly from the ones
who are closest to me
I won't stop fighting
after all Jesus did for me
I will never start hiding
maybe there is a chance
that one day they'll see

I would rather have them hate
for what i live for
than for their eternal choice
to be to late
and I know what I'm living for
I know it's all worth it
Jesus i know you went
through it to
Sometimes I fall
but you always help me stand back up when i do

And when I'm tired of moving
and Satan is questioning
is it really worth it?
fighting day after day?
I could turn around but
Jesus is the only way
when I'm tired of this fight
and I can't see the next days light
I think of finally seeing your face
how beautiful all of it will be
and I know I'm so far from being done
Some days I feel so over run
when I've reached the edge
I take a step, rewind
always keep in my mind
that this every day fight
will soon be over
and this everyday pain
will all be worth the gain
in in the end I will get more that i deserve and more than i could ever imagine.
I know your with me, Jesus, every step of this fight.