Tilting the bottle
my very close friend
taking the last sips
hoping for my life to end
seeing the choices Ive made
and the people Ive hurt
the ones that deserve more
than to be treated like sh- dirt
light headed when i get up
from laying on the floor
thinking of ways to die
and leave this place once more
the ones that say they love you
seem to hurt you the most
the ones that make life h ell
can go to h ell and roast
i dont need their bulls h it
i dont need their lies
i dont need someone saying they care
and then saying their good-byes
i dont need anyone
I\'m fine on my own
i make my decisions
and the way is yet to be shown
Ive been told I\'m heartless
and cold to the bone
is that why it is
that i feel so alone?
i push people away?
dont hear what they have to say?
but the people that criticize
they\'re the ones that dont know
if you put your trust in someone
its hard to let them go
then when they leave
and you\'re feeling lost
its never them that pays the cost
why even love to have your spirit broke?
why put trust in someone if its all just a joke?
its been said that i run
when a problem comes around
i turn and walk away
and wish to never be found.
I\'m tired of hiding
and running away
I\'m tired of not knowing
who\'s not gonna stay
I\'m tired of this place
and everyone here
I\'m ready to leave
but its also what i fear
I\'m fine on my own
i can take care of me
no one knows how things are
they judge on what they see.....
