I thought i wouldn't feel
like this anymore
and yet I'm staring at the ceiling
laying on the floor
listening to music
that only makes me worse
more and more tears fall
with every coming verse
i thought i was better
i thought this time was gone
i thought everything was alright
and i could finally move on
i thought things would be good
if only i understood...
i thought i wouldn't be the same
i thought i would be okay
i thought everything would pass
but this 'feeling' decided to stay
I'm so lost and afraid and alone
i feel abandoned
left on my own
i feel torn apart
i feel broken inside
i thought these were the things
i could forever hide
i thought-i think
I'm still losing this war
i thought his was gone
-forever more
what triggered this downfall?
what makes me think
I'm losing it all?
