All along

I see your face in my dreams
i tremble and shake
i want this nightmare to end
its time for me to wake.

the alarm clock goes off
your face disappears
i wipe off my face
wiping away tears

its time for school
i get dressed quick
i remember you'll be there
so i try and play sick.

it fails yet again
and off i go
pulling on my jacket
and walking through the snow.

I see you once and then once more
it hurts so bad
i flee for the door
i remember what i thought we had
but you left me, and my heart tore.

Now I'm gaining myself back
even though it hurts to see you
i turn around and walk on by
like nothings wrong
i thought it was love
it was lust

I was lost with you
ALL ALONG.