If only you could see,
how much you really mean to me.
If only you knew all the things I want for you ,
and how I hope they all come true
But If for whatever reason they don't come true,
If only you could know that I would still be here for you.
If only I could come out and say all the ways you make me happy
and all the ways you make me sad.
When you don't see me when I'm right there next to you it tears me up inside,
Makes me wonder why I haven't died
Because of all the pain I always feel
If only I could somehow heal
If only I could make it so It doesn't hurt when I see you
If only I didn't cry every night as I go to sleep,
Even though I know my heart is always yours to keep.
No matter what I do,
But If only yours was mine too.
Because then I wouldn't have to say If only.
