Empty heart

My heart is no longer filled with love,
Just anger hate and lies,
There is not a time were I don't feel as if I want to die,
I am already gone inside,

I try and try to look alive,
But even my smile wants to cry,
My smile is just one more lie,
But the only lies that I tell,
Are the ones to keep me from myself?

I can't stop wondering what is going to happen,
Will I make it through my life?
Or will I soon end it with a knife,
Maybe just maybe,
Tonight will be the night,

I can just picture it now,
No more tears,
No more lies,
No more fears.

by Lisa