I say i don't like you
i say i don't love you
but why when anyone flirts with you,
then i start to care.
i know what i say
it comes from my mind
but what about my heart
thats a whole different kind
my heart says to love you
it tells me everything will be okay
that you will say you love me too
and we will be like that each and everyday
but what about my fear
of feeling the pain
i don't wanna shed a tear
i don't wanna go into that lane
i think i am starting to get it
why i get so upset
i know why i have a fit
it started the first time we met
my heart started beating fast
my mind told me your just another guy
from the time you said "hi"
i wanted it to last
but what did i want to last?
nothing was really there
it all happened so fast
that really wasn't fair
you took my breathe away
from your laugh to your smile
it was like that everyday
at least for a while
but then i let others sway me
from believeing you never loved me at all
they made me believe there was no you and me
they made me feel real small
so thats where i leave you today
right now my mind has won
i'll win his heart someday
but right now mine is on the run
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x3 so this one, means alot to me, because everything i say means so much to me. it is how i feel right at this moment, and i need to give this boy a chance. Let me know what ya'll think, votes commments, i would love to return the favor.
