Note to michelle(sent online)

You act like i no longer exist
im dead to you
im only there for your personal pleasure
only when you need me
never when i need you
you shove me off, like im just another toy
that you finally got sick of
thats why i wasnt answering my phone
why should i talk to someone
who never wants to hang out like we used to
i cant pretend everythings ok
because for me its not
i want things to ga back to the way they were
us always hanging out
never being able to be sepperated
never leaving each other for more than two minutes
but now your older
your growing up
you\'ve got difftent friends
who youd rather spend time with
you\'ve got a job
you have a boyfriend
your not allowed to even hang out with me anymore
i only see you at school
but then your busy with everyone else
kim, jake, laura, ali, krystal, just never me
im not saying i want you to drop everything
just for me
but dont leave me hanging
because pretty soon im gonna run outta breath
and i wont be there when you need me
and i dont wanna do that to you
i dont wanna see you go through that again
but i dont think that matters now
youve got more people
better people
instead of me
so mabey its ok you let me fall
kick the stoool out from under my feet
what does it matter to you anyways
you have more friends to support you
to keep your stool there
you dont need your sister anymore
thsts ok just let me know
just dont leave me hanging
and let the rope kill me
i need to know before i die
"so thank you for showing me
that bestfriends could not be trusted
and thank you for lying to me
your friendship the good times we had
you can have them back" Simple plan

i know it sucks it wasnt origionaly supposed to be a poem but i decided to put it on here anyway

2-14-06 HAPPY F-ING VALENTINES DAY