Never felt this low before

I’ve never felt this low before
I’m just a stupid little wh*re
I know I’m the only one to blame
I don’t chose to play this game

No one deserves to be stuck with me
It’s like hell for an eternity
All I cause is hurt and pain
Over and over and over again.

It’s not as if I mean too
Its just something that I do
That little sl*t that’s inside
No longer wanting to hide

Instead she wants to come out and play
Hurt someone, then run away
Then I realise what I’ve done
I remember that life’s no fun.

I do it once, then I do it twice
Yet people still think I’m nice
I see them hurt, I hear them cry
I wish that I could slowly die.