What if it happens again?

by Tainted Beauty   Jul 18, 2006


Its hard to forget what happened,
Though it was so long ago,
I still think about you, and it hurts,
Because neither of you know,

I hate when you bring it up,
And it breaks my heart when you do,
I tell myself its alright,
I try so hard to trust you,

Now youre back in each others lives,
I try to tell myself not to worry,
You are my boyfriend, and my best friend,
I know that you would never hurt me,

But it happened once,
What if it happens again?
I dont think I could take that,
I cant handle that kind of thing,

It hurts every time I hear of you together,
Maybe Im naive, or just selfish,
I know you both love me,
And I hate myself for feeling this,

I will try to trust you,
For now, bite my tongue and make it work,
Please dont let me down this time,
I just dont want to get hurt.

*Not my best work ever, but this is how I feel, it's more of a poem for me*

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  • 18 years ago

    by xTheEcstasyOfSuicidex

    And a poem for you is good... Nicely written; I've felt this way many times before.

    xDarkSuicidex 5.5

  • 18 years ago

    by Jessica

    Aww.. that was good.. i think you are taking that very calmly.. lol.. i would be very angry.. this poem contained so much emotion, it made a knot in my stomach.. you detailed it well and still leave it a bit of a mystery of how they hurt you last time..

    But it happened once,
    What if it happens again?
    I dont think I could take that,
    I cant handle that kind of thing,
    ^i feel that the last line of this stanza doesnt really fit, but its just my opinion..

    nice job! keep up the great work! 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by MemoirsOfMe

    I really like the flow and rhythm of this poem. Alot of the expressions were great. If it written with your own feelings and thoughts, then it can only be shown - and I could see that. Great!

  • 18 years ago

    by MemoirsOfMe

    I really liked the rhythm and flow of this poem. It was great. I liked alot of the expressions, also. Altogether, great poem! I don't think you should underestimate your own work, feelings and words speak more than you actually think. :D

  • 18 years ago

    by Natalie

    I actually loved this Steph.

    Awhile ago... My best friend Jessie.. and the guy I loved.. Mitch. They got together kinda.. But right in front of me. It hurt so much. And only just the other day I found out she was at his place again.. && even though I'm not in love with him anymore.. I was still just upset about it and kept thinking they'd done something.. Anyways. I thought you did great on this poem. Lots of true emotions and very easy for others to relate too. Keep it up! 5/5

    `Taleee. xx.

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