How i feel inside

Everyday i look in that mirror just to find the same fat and ugly me
other gurls look at me just to laugh in my face
i wear baggy clothes so i dont look so fat
but under neath it all every one knows the truth
and the truth is that im so stupid that mi life is falling apart i cant understand anything at skool and skool just sems to not understand me
im always pukeing and freaking out in my best frends face i wish i would stop
i might as well be dead cuz im never gunna be good enough for any one
NOT EVEN MYSELF
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I can fix this but im way to weak to do it on my own i need so much help so wont somebody
anybody
just
please
HELP me???