Look In My Eyes

The days rushing by as life spins out of control
I can't live without you, pressure pushing ten-fold
I love you more than life itself
Stronger than I've ever felt
But I'm looking out the window wondering
As I watch the rain fall, the sky thundering
My thoughts are clouded but I've never felt more awake
How much more pain and sadness can my mind take?
Listening to music, the drumbeat in my ears
Just wishing for once my eyes could make tears
The smoke floating all around my head
The only color my eyes can see is red
Will someone please tell me that I'm OK?
That this is my last bad day
Want to see the darkness? I'll take you down
I'll take you down and spin you round
I can't live without you in my life
Can I fix my problems with this knife?
When you look in my eyes do you see the truth?
The walls closing like a dark encompassing booth
No way out no escape for me
I guess this is how my life is supposed to be
So don't cry your tears
Don't show your pain, your fears
Just please save me from myself