By the Light of the Moon

Why can't it end, why can't I die
this time I'll do it, I'll do more than just try
I went to my room and grabbed the nine
in a minute, this life wont be mine
I put the gun up to my head
a little longer, and I'll finally be dead
nobody cared about my life or me
they picked on my, and wouldnt let me be
its ok, it'll be over soon
in a pool of crimson red blood, by the light of the moon
I pulled the trigger, and was no more
nobody would care, when they walked in the door
I lay in a pool of blood
dark red, as thick as mud
I was gone with no one to care
no one to cry, no tears to share