You haunt me every night
You come to me
Back to my bed
You lay with me again.
I still remember
You would lay next to me
Looking at me, holding my hand
You would smile and hug me.
Those days I loved it
I loved the feel of your shirt
Pressed against my face
But now I fear it.
You steal my sanity
And my innocence
Every night you come
And rape my mind.
Each morning I awake
Hours early and scared
I can't sleep anymore
Because you are there.
Just leave me
Leave me please
I can't take this
Anymore, ever again.
Go away I can't stand it
I can't hate you
I can't love you
You rape my mind, heart, and soul.
I feel so empty, so broken
My heart is shattered glass
Stabbing into my soul that screams
Drowning out all other thought.
This poem is about when I used to sit on my futon with my boyfriend. He would put his arms around me and be so sweet to me. I made the mistake of folding out my futon the other day, and I started to have memories of those times in my dreams. It pretty much stopped when I folded my futon up again, but I still have a few bad dreams about him.
