All my life
I've dreamed of someone like you
Someone who loves me for me
And not for me body
Not for me looks
But you loved me
For who I was and who I wanted to be
You were by my side
No matter what I wanted to do
Just as I did the same for you
I know I am not good at showing my love
But my love for you is strong
And my love for you is still here with me
When you walked out of me life
I knew that it was the end for me
People ask me
Don't you wish?
Don't you hope?
Don't you dream?
And I tell them
I used to
Till you have come into my life
And woke me up
But ever since you have been gone
I feel like I am once again
Wish,
Once again,
Hoping
And once again dreaming
Of the day that you will take me
back
I don't know how long that will be
But I am willing to wait forever
Just to have you back in my life
You may think that I am crazy
For wanting to do something like that
But after you had left me
I knew I had to change
I had to get my act straight
And I have
But not completely
To be honest
I have never felt so great about
myself
Till the day you walked into me life
And told me I was beautiful
And now that you are gone
I have no reason to love myself
No reason to be the person
I once wanted to be
I still think about you
All day and All night
And hell I even dream about you
Sometimes I wonder how you really feel
And wonder what you really think about
There are times I think about
Ways that I could kill the pain
And leaving this world
Cuz I know it wouldn't matter
Not to anyone
Sometimes I feel as thought my life has already ended
So I have no point it being here
Just cuz you are no longer in my life
I have no reason to live
No reason to do things that I loved
most
But as crazy as it sounds
I always find myself still living
I guess its only cuz
The thought that
I might be able to have you back in my life
Please don't leave me alone without you
Not for another day
Cuz every day that I am without you
become a bigger mess...
