Lost love

How?? How could you do this to me??
I Loved you!
But I guess you did not love me!
I gave you my heart and prayed you did not break it
But what do you no you broke it in pieces
You said you wanted to be friends
But how can we be friends when every time I look at you
I see us
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night crying my eyes out
And the one person that’s makes the tears go away is you
Maybe things would be better if I was not here
Maybe I should just go kill myself
And maybe just maybe you would realized how much I loved you