Suicide

Suicide is a lame attempt to leave your life and get away from it all.
You left when you thought you heard him call.
you turned your back and left it all.
You hurt me so bad.
I hope that now your glad.
I miss you every minute of every day.
and I just want to say.
That I'm sorry for not listening to you. you called me in need.
But I couldn't exceed, what was going on in my own life.
I thought you were just playing.
but now your body is decaying.
I read your letter.
Because I thought it would make me feel better.
It hurt me more.
now I'm filled with hurt galore.
I'm sorry I made you mad .
And I'm sorry that you hated your dad.
In my mind I saw you tie the rope.
Now it's hard for me to cope.
In my heart I felt you make the jump off the stool.
And I dont think that it made you cool.
I loved you with everything I had.
but you just wanted a dad.
When you left I cried.
And a part of me died.
I tried to hide the tears and the feelings i felt towards you, but you acted like a fool.
Now I'm all alone.
With no way home.
The day you took your life.
It felt like you really took mine.
Because I have no reason left to live.
And I feel that I have nothing left to give.
You took my heart and tore it in two.
You were all about you.
You had a choice life or death.
You chose the wrong one.
and now your gone.
Now I'm left with nothing. hoping and praying that god will send you back to me.
Suicide isn't a choice.
because you do have a voice.
So speak up and don't give in. because someone always loves you