I promised myself that when it was over I would laugh at the memories.
But here I am without a smile on my face.
I promised myself that I would call you just to see if you were ok.
But here I am and I can't even dial your number.
I promised myself that when it was over I would not shed a tear.
But hear I am almost soaked.
I promised myself I would let you go gracefully.
But here I am hating myself for letting you leave.
I promised myself that when it was over I wouldn't look back.
But here I am unable to look forward.
I promised myself I would say good bye.
But here I am still saying I love you.
