Final Look Back

I have to
I have to look back just once more
I had never felt that way about anyone before
So, I needed to feel it one last time
A part of me hates you
A part of me still loves you
Is that wrong?
I just have one thing I need cleared up before I go
Did you honestly love me?
Did you honestly care for me?
If you didn't, you did a great job of pretending
A part of me wants you to disappear
A part of me wants you to come back to me
I know it's wrong
Saying that you did care for me...
How could you put us behind and return to her?
And how could you do it so fast?
And why do you keep trying to come back around?
Let me go
And then it will be easier for me to let you go
I need you to
If you really love me then let me be
What we did after we split up was not OK
It just made it take longer for me to get over you
Am I over you? Not totally
But I am to the point where I can move on
I've convinced myself I will be OK
I don't need you...and I never did
Sure, I loved you and still do
But you are not my oxygen anymore
I will find someone new
And when I do
I know it will be better than any love I've ever known
Even yours
You're fading fast in my heart
Please try and make me fade out of yours
I can't go on living the way we have
It makes me stressed, confused, depressed
Stop calling
Stop going out of your way just to see me around town
Stop asking my dad how I'm doing
Just, please, stay away
You have your own "happy family" now
You made your bed
Now you can sleep in it
But as for me...
My life has just begun!