What you have made me

You was the only thing I could count on... you was the only thing that made me feel good... you was the only person i could count on to cheer up me on my bad days... you told me you loved me... and that you loved no one else... you told me you'd never leave me and that you'd hold me when I was scared... You wiped away my tears... but when it came down to it all... you only told me lies... you fooled me good... and like an idiot i fell for it all... i actually started to love you... but what a fool i was for that... now i have realized... that i much choose carefully as to whom i fall in love for... but there is still a huge part of me that longs for you... I know your not good for me... i know that all you did was hurt me... but still i love you... and i cant change it.. i want to cry... and i want to be back in your arms... I want to hear you tell me that you love me for ever more... but i know this will never happen... so all i can do is wish... but i want you to know... that i still love you...