My heart is dead and so are you
And it pulses through
The desire to change
The desire to deconstruct
All of my past failings
But where to begin
Because when you live in sin
It's hard to look at saints without them
Reflecting you're jet black auras Back on you
And all I have is hope
My inner burn's not fading
I'll wipe the blood from my cheek And get on with my day
All I need is time
To bury in pine
under six feet of time
The lies I told me about myself
Claw my way out
Pick the splinters from
under my fingernails
I won't lose hope
I won't give in just live
and breathe and try not
to die again