As i lay here awake trying to sleep,
lonely tears weeping down my cheek.
I thought i would be numb to pain caused by you,
18yrs and i still don't know how to get through.
I wait here thinking if you'd call,
while my lonely tears slowly fall.
Do you even think about me before you lay him down to sleep?
Or when you jump to he's every weep?
If you had the chance to show me you cared, would you?
Or would you continue to be the father that was never there?
