As the darkness draws closer, as shadows draw near
If only I had emtions left I would be feeling fear
Emptiness and Loneliness, seem one and the same
And between them are conspiring, to come and lay claim
In a shroud of silence, in a noiseless sea
The only thing that I can feel, is the void thats eating me
My world has once more faded, slowly been consumed
And with bricks of hopelessness, I am being entombed
So many horrors draw closer, sprung forth from my brain
Avatars of anguish, my harbingers of pain
They call to me "Just give in", "end it all right now"
But still I resist them, though I don't know how
In the absence of emotion, the longing is so strong
And my hearts cries right, as my head cries wrong
Torn between existence, and ending this affair
And I feel I should be worried that right now I just don't care
Isolated in my pain, lost in loneliness
Falling ever deeper, into this abyss
I cried for help, though in vain,
For no one heard my screams
So now I've just acceptance
And death embracing dreams
This is very good. Depressing, yes, but good. Lots of unique imagery, like being entombed by bricks of.. hopelessness, was it? But yes. Props to you, and I hope you feel better.
