Transparent Blood Dripping From My Eyes

So sad and alone
So distant from reality
So far from love
I wish someone was here
Holding me close
Listening to me breathe
Making sure my heart continues to beat

Wish I wasn't alone
And I didn't cry myself to sleep at night
Waking up with mascara streaked faces
And tear drenched pillows

Curled up in the corner of my single bed
The bed so small yet so empty
My heart so broken
As my tears continue to fall
No one here to wipe them away

My deep eyes stinging
So much pressure
Holding back all the hurt and pain
Transparent blood dripping from my eyes

Wish I had someone who was only mine
Someone I could talk to
Someone I could spill all my deepest most intimate secrets too

Here I am all alone
Why would anyone want me?
Damaged goods to say the least
No one listening to my secrets
Or wiping away my tears
Who would want a heart so broken?
When they could have one untarnished

So I know in my torn up heart
I'll remain alone
Pushing everyone away as I do now
To scared to open up to anyone
Incase they don't want to know
The rejection to painful to contemplate
If I was turned away

So alone I'll stay
All on my own.