His hand around her throat
other around her neck
so she won't scream
her fear pain and rage
come flowing through her tears
in my eyes are the noises and distractions
that only make me feel ill
that I am not fighting any longer
a new world
that is what I need
a new reality
if I am to stand
I crumple with my screams
and the noises get louder with every blow from his hand
I will never be free
of the torment of my life
the only way to stopt his pain is to leave
but i no I can't
