The old me was so fun
she used to write poems
and be so loving
the new me sucks
even my boyfriend hates her
all i can think about is suicide
i want to change
but im afraid i dont know how
the new me has taken over
and i hate it
if i dont change my boyfriend will dump me
and i dont want that to happen
i cant loose him
i love him too much
i dont know what id do without him
so im going to change
but for me not for him
i want to help myself
so here i go
