Reminisce

Lets pretend were years ahead.
& your lying alone in your bed.
Now its your turn.
Rewind your little heart out
& begin to reminisce.
On all the things you should have missed.

You always came running back when you ran out of places to run.
I was like shelter.
I was nothing more than your safety. And all you could think about was how to replace me.

Its a shame I couldnt meet all the criteria on your rubric.
So now Insecurity and Jealously are two of my characteristics.
Newly discovered only due to your lack of fidelity.

But in all honesty I want to thank you for all the lies.
I should have seen everything coming.
Now when I look back I think of you
As a mistake worth making because
Once you make that same mistake over And over. Youll realize its not worth making again.

Keep in mind that even though I speak of you as an imperfection in my life. The time we spent together still meant everything to me. Even though I know it meant nothing to you at all
& the string you had me by wasnt meant to last forever.
After all it wasnt made of steel.
Sooner or later it was bound to sever.
Sorry for you, you never realized just how much you had under your thumb.
And now its too late.
All of my feelings for you are completely numb.

But just wait when things come crashing down on you
& your really looking for someone to truly care.dont think that Ill be around.By then Ill have had enough.Sick of you knocking me to the ground.Its about time I got up on my own.