Dawn breaks now
I have no one
Where is your smile?
Now that it’s dark?
You never kissed me
Like that one night
Several hours ago
It felt like eternity
But who is counting
I’m not
My dreams of commitment
Have fallen apart
I fantasize about nothing
A void in which I drown
The answers I’ve forgotten
I have nothing now
You bring nothing but agony
A deep endless well
It ends like fate
Never swell
I promise I will hold you
When I’m dead in hell
I just pray for a heaven
But that is nothing
I can hope for hatred
I can hope for spite
I can hope for envy
With all my might
I wish on a broken star
That’s shattered in the sky
To bleed on me
Like a corpse
Fallen from high