You killed yourself and didnt think of me

The night you died,
i held you in my arms.
i found you bleeding on the floor
with self-inflicted harm

and by the time i called 911,
you took your last breath of air
and i yelled toward the sky:
" God, this isn't fair!"

you took away the one person
that loved me for me.
the one person who made me believe!

But then i realized that he killed himself, it wasn't god!
i was just stupid enough not to see your depression that you had all along.