Grandad please

A card through the post
A smile in passing
A hello from the door
Thinking he's the king

A nobody
A traitor
An old man
A hater

Doesn't deserve the title he was given
Deserves to be stripped of all power
Take me away from this madness
Can't help being bitter or sour

So many problems
Affecting my mental health
Save me from this madness
Please save me from myself

No need to be bitter
Can't help how i feel
He will realize his loss
Whilst I'll be able to heal

granddad is such a privilege
which he lost less than a year ago
he has a new life now
leaves me feeling so low

hate him for his neglect
and for his sense of pride
thinking he has nothing to fear
nothing to hide

so wrong
leave me to live
so long
help me to forgive

Love me please granddad
for i need all the love i can get
so messed up in the head
with so many regrets

i don't no what to do
how to feel how she feels
so calm and surreal
i don't no how to heal

All i ask for is love
no money or presents anymore
i want to be wanted by you and your new life
don't leave me so sore