It\'s hard...

It\'s so hard to
pretend he never hurt me.
To just go on like
nothings changed.
To forget about
my damaged heart.
And to open up
just enough
to love like we did
before.
But it\'s so hard.
So I\'ve forgiven,
but will
never
foget it.
Because I just
cant.
I\'ll go on like it
never
happened
&&
pretend like
its all okay.
When deep down in my heart,
I cry.