U cant know

He looks at me and for a moment i forget where i am
hes eyes connect with mine
and i smile inside
butterflys dance around my tummy
and i haveto look away so he doesnt see how happy he makes me
for a moment im in heaven
then placed bak into reality when i realise me and him can never be together
my heart breaks and a tear runs down my cheek
it lands onto my black school trousers
and i rub it away as i listen to his voice
ill never tell anyone
not even him
because i can never have him
so you will never know how much i love him